That’s how I feel when I am speaking in front of more than four people.
Here is a video file of me sharing at last week’s Missions night at church.
I only had a couple days notice so I was extra nervous (although I’ve never actually given a speech when I wasn’t nervous even when given more time to prepare). Don’t mind the quivering voice and although you can’t hear the congregation, they did laugh when I hoped they would 🙂
How Many Cows 
You did a beautiful job, being real, an example of how God is in the good and what we think is the bad too and showing your love for the work you’ve been blessed with.
Your message was a great encouragement to me. You are in our prayers.